She woke me up. Miss Hamidah. I suddenly had a bitter feeling for the very 1st time after countless failings of my CAs. I've never felt a single tinge of regret ever before. I've been in this school for 3 yrs 7 months, kind of constantly failing all my CAs, but never felt anything about it. Having that "I'll manage this somehow" like what Asakura Yoh always says. But this time round, that SS/Hist teacher of mine gave her long speech. So did Mrs Chia the VP said to me personally after Supervised Study yesterday.

I don't have that much time left. To study. To buck up. To catch up with all my pals who're coping just fine with all these tests.

So today, after History, I couldn't decide what subjects to study for Supervised. I felt like studying everything. EVERYTHING. Damn it. Now I'm here, in the school library, letting out what's in my mind into my blog. 9 mins to reporting for Supervised.

I dunno what to do. Honestly. I thought I've just recovered from my 'closed' mood on Monday; recovery from messing up my life over a whole series of uber-important tasks. I got over all that on Monday. And I kinda promised myself not to fall into that mood again, anytime soon. But looks like I have to break that promise now.

Can't decide. I'm simply lost. No direction. It really is a 'daunting task'. Dunno what to do. Really. And it doesn't help that there isn't anyone who's got the time, patience, seriousness and understanding to just hear me out verbally.

Help.

(and for your info, i'm not going to proper my previous post abt cosfest. no time. nothing to say as well. sorry guys. go find some other blogs to read abt the cosfest if you're really interested. meli's blog, for example. i can't manage myself anymore.)

Yay! I'm busy now, but I still wanna do this 1st, so I'll just post the pix. I'll fill you guys in some other time!

















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