Finally! I'm done with Prelims! Although I'm guessing the results will be total crap, I still think I deserve a rest. For at least 2 days.

But, yesteday...I really went off the hook. No I didn't go crazy...I went really angry. And I only vaguely know the reason why. When I wanted to meet my friend without arranging to, and when I did see her, but didn't dare to approach her...my god I went really mad at myself. To the extent that I smsed her "You have totally no idea how angry I am right now, that if I see you, I'll probably strangle you until you're dead, then laugh madly." And I seriously meant what I said. Luckily she didn't pop up in front of me though!

I think I've really been cooping up my real feelings inside, that's why. So much so until yesterday I couldn't stand it anymore, I couldn't stand myself being such a polite, good girl, I just let loose all my true feelings. I may have cooled down a bit, but it still hasn't worn off yet. That murderous intent. So, minna-san, don't you dare provoke me with questions. And yesterday too I've resolved to totally get rid of some people in my life. 'Cos I realised I can't stand them anymore. In fact I HATE them. So I'm not gonna have anyting to do with them anymore. Serve them right for not respecting my wishes and decisions, always finding fault with the way I think. Boo.

So, today I'm blogging so early 'cos I intend to sleep a bit later then go to Orchard to do some shopping. My dad'll come home today, so I better finish using the comp soon...

And I'm still thinking about cosplaying as Tetsu!