Man, I haven't blogged for AGES!!!
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And I feel as if I've been watching anime and reading manga for CENTURIES!!!
Oh well, thanks to my subconscious mind...I didn't realise earlier that I've actually spent around $70 just on renting mangas alone, all in one month. And now, I'm only gonna be getting $50 for January from my dad. That's just enough to top-up my Ez-Link card and Hi!Card. None to eat. Or to buy new stuff. Or to rent more mangas. Worse of all...

None to buy my eldest sister and my niece their birthday presents. Aww man...

But anyways, you guys, if you're thinking of asking me to go out, I can't. Not because I don't have the money to eat but because I can't. I shouldn't. I'm advised not to. Whatever. I just can't go out much.

Oh how I wish I were friends with a doctor who's a family man and works in a hospital, with a bit of a status. Or friends with a lawyer who actually is totally broke but still willing to fight for an almost-lost-cause case. Don't ask me why.

It's tiring here. All I can do is sit up on the 'bed'. Ask for food. Use the comp. SMS. Read mangas. Watch anime. Write letters. Do cross-stitch. Can't go out. Can't even go for a short stroll. Luckily the ones I need the most are always within my call. Well, at least I have people to talk to. And they can be persuaded to take me out for a while.

Don't ask what happened to me. Or where I am. I won't answer you.

Still, all the more reason for me to go look for a job. I still have been unsuccessful at finding one. Ganbatte-masu!

Okie. Oh ya! By the way, I've just (and FINALLY) bought Juvenile Orion vol. 2!! The story's getting funner and funnier, at the same time darker and scarier. That's how I like it!

I couldn't help. But let my tears fall onto my cheeks. As again. I heard that sentence. In that scene.

"Harry, bring my body back to my father."

In loving memory of Cedric Diggory.

I watched HPGOF again yesterday, this time alone at my favourite cinema, GV Marina. And this time its in digital format, so the picture was much much more clearer. Oh well, and thus made me cry much much more harder when I watched that heart-wrenching scene again. What Dumbledore said during Cedric's memorial service was true: Cedric was "...a brave and true friend, right till the end." (if I quoted correctly) Cedric did not run away when he saw Wormtail at the graveyard, even though he knew something very dangerous was about to happen. Instead, he stood his ground and attempted to protect Harry and himself from the impending danger. And died in doing so.

If only he knew that Wormtail was carrying the Dark Lord, would he have ran away?

Maybe.

But I believe he would've brought Harry along with him.

Anyways, today's the 1st morning I'm spending at my own house after a 2-night sleepover at my sister's house. It was fun, taking care of my niece. And she cries like an adult! She'll start crying whenever her parents are out of sight for some time. She'll be on her knees, bending down touching the floor, and crying head down. Haha. Cute lil' Yasmin.

Still...I wish I had known more of Cedric Diggory. Such a fine guy.

Yay! Kinou(yesterday) was my birthday! Nothing much...but lemme highlight the best parts...

I got to meet Haku-kun again after like 2-3 years!

Naru-kun and Haku-kun gave me a Pooh plushie...heh...

Watched HPGOF with Jya-chan and Rai-chan!

Got a Petit Studio GSDestiny figurine...Lunamaria!

Min-chan and onechan came over!

Min-chan gave me a bday pressie too...a Hello Kitty sweets set!

Got 2 Pizza Hut pizzas!

Sleepover at onechan's house!

Get to see Min-chan!!!

(*Haku-kun = Hafiz
Naru-kun = Nasir
HPGOF = Harry Potter 4
Jya-chan = Jerusha;
Rai-chan = Raidah;
Min-chan = Yasmin, my niece;
onechan = my eldest sis)


Hahaha!!! Nice sleeping in Min-chan's room! Got a hard bed but hey, better than nothing, especially when the fan was so strong!!

Okay I don't feel like typing anymore. Btw, to all you guys and gals who wished me Happy Birthday, thanks a lot for your well wishes!!