As it is, I met with meli 2 days ago at the airport! And we ate at Popeye's! And we talked lots about lots of stuff! Ahaha! She's fun! I *knew* she'd be caught off-guard when I suddenly 'pop out' to her, especially since I don't think she's ever known how I look like...or maybe she did...(have you, meli?) But hey I was an hour late from the set meeting time. She was 30 mins late. So all in all I was the later one. Haha.

BUT. The main thing I wanna blog about today is...

I'm in love with Kei Taiho!!

Luckily I'm not Kei-ou, or else the kingdom would have fallen to destruction thanks to my forbidden love towards my dear kirin. I dunno why I've suddenly taken a deep liking towards this cold, unnerving guy. I used to like only Renrin, Taiki and Enki of all the kirins in Junni Kokki. In fact I used to hate Keiki. But now it looks like I've somehow managed to see his softer and nicer side that I really really like. Nyahaha. Or maybe it's the natural attraction to all kirins eventually.

Oh ya, forgot to mention...my sister was saying: "Why is Kokan (Kei's new chosai) so pale? *So* pale...oh! He shares the same sunblock with Keiki!"

Yah, Keiki *is* pale...but I think it makes him prettier in his beast form; a white kirin, with ravishing gold hair...I wish I could ride on a kirin! Well Enki's a bit small (ahaha can you imagine this: En-ou riding on his kirin...I can only laugh out loud, really! ...Shouryuu is way too huge to ride on Rokuta...or should I say Rokuta is too small to give a ride to his Master?? I bet he won't even let his Master ride him!)(I think same goes to Tai-ou and Kouri...haha)(Oh but then again I think I *can* ride on Enki...maybe. I'm not too big, am I?)



This is one of my 'favouritest' scene in Twelve Kingdoms. When Keiki got Enki and En-o to visit Tai so as to help Taiki realise that a Kirin can never bow to anyone else other than his own Master, no matter how suitable a King the person makes. (Got this picture from the Shouryuu fanlisting site)

Oh, I intend to draw a fanart with Kei-ou, Keiki, Kei's new Chousai and new Imperial Left Army General...that'll be Youko, Kei Taiho, Kokan and Kantai! Yay!

Tasogare no Kishi, Akatsuki no Sora...I'm reading up on that too. The following chapter from where the anime left off about Tai Kingdom. So poor thing, the kingdom doesn't know a single *toot* about what happened to their King and Kirin. Haih...

I think I'm going to fall sick if I continue waiting to get to see Keiki on TV anymore...'cos now the chapter is on En, and there's no Keiki in En. But hey I guess it's okay; I can look out for Enki!

Kirins are *so so so so so so pretty*!!! Yah I'm going to attempt doing a fanart on them , all right...

Yesterday must've been one of the most important days of my life, although I screwed the earlier part of the afternoon. I was 1.5hrs late for my enrolment...I was freaking out in the train on my way to SP, but anyhows and anyways...

I've got my student card. So I'm now officially declared a student of Singapore Poly!

Hmm...I'm still set on making CYA my CCA in SP. Still love the airport. Still have the passion for customer service. Nyahaha. Hope I can indeed be a CYA!

Oh and so far I'm not attending any FO camps...not that I think it's a waste of time, more like I have other more important stuff to do with that few days they'll be taking up. Like getting ready my clothes, stationeries, stuffs...

Relationships...are bound to face problems. If there aren't any then...you must be a really weird couple. And have a really monotonous relationship. (Okay, this is so random...)

*Sigh* I'm sleepy. And so very freaked out after accidentally seeing a lizard devouring a moth. I was typing some stuff a few minutes ago when I heard some really rapid flapping sound. And when I turned left...there it was on the wall, a lizard trying to eat up a moth. So gross! And the moth was fighting for its dear life! Huuhuu...reminds me of the other time when I also accidentally saw a cat devouring a sparrow...same thing...then again that's what they feed on. So we can't do anything about it. If we stop them from eating these other animals, they'll die.

I wonder when will I have the will to write out Celestial Vengeance [Part V]...

Today is..."We-get-to-see-the-super-uber-kakkoii-and-sexy-looking-adult-Loki" day! Yay! In today's episode of 'Matantei Loki Ragnarok', Loki temporarily transformed back into his actual adult body. Sooooooooo kakkoii!! Reminds of Keiki from 'Twelve Kingdoms' when he transformed into his original kirin form to meet his Master...so preeettyyyy!! Kirins are so so so beautiful...

And interestingly, I was given a Maple Story CD yesterday during the CCA rooms walk-through thing. I've yet to find for my sister her Warcraft and AoE II though, so I can't start playing Maple just yet. Not that I mind. I think playing AoE is better...I still prefer strategy games to self-centered and slightly pointless games.

Whoah. I've just finished updating my Friendster blog, a.k.a. my Literature blog. *Finally* 'Celestial Vengeance [Part III]' was published online 4 days ago. And I've added the Part IV today! Do read it up, guys! Just click here! :: my literature blog ::
And you *must* start reading from Part I, then proceed to Part II, III, and lastly IV. Or else you won't understand what the story is all about. 'Celestial Vengeance' is one of the best storied I've written! :)

Ooo..my hair's dropping a lot...haha...

I'm listening to 'Honoo no Tobira' by 'FictionJunction Yuuka' right now...the song is pure beautiful. Really. Gundam Seed/GSeedDestiny songs never fail to make me go "Woohoo!". Haha.

I've been catching up on 'Age of Empires II' lately...I forgot the strategies I used to use, so I kinda did things 'the wrong way' now...haha...I remembered some of those strategies while watching my sister play the 'Expansion Pack' for a few times. Food comes 1st...army...houses...research...defence...

Aaahh!! I'm addicted to the nuts my dad bought in Tanjong Pinang! My throat's running dry...

I had an interesting revelation the other day...I was comparing 'Samurai 7' to 'Last Exile'...both are Gonzo productions, digimations, back-in-time-but-high-on-technology anime. Then...horahora...I realised I watched 'Last Exile' 3 years ago as compared to 'Samurai 7' only in the last few months. So long ago! I didn't think I could remember well an anime that I watched so long ago, and still be dedicated to it!

Oh, in the end I didn't go for the Naruto Winter Festival cosplay event at Snow City yesterday. In fact I spent yesterday brushing every inch of my 3 carpets in my house. And watched the last few episodes of 'Saiyuki Reload' while brushing. I still have to dust, wipe, and sweep today. *sigh*

Tomorrow I'll be going for my medical check-up for Poly enrolment! Yay! After that maybe I'll be going to the airport to chill-out again...

Oh! And I've also started making the cards for dear MagSTORM and some of LW people! Slow progress, but I promised I'll visit them this week!

I've just received 2 to-do-tasks messages from my sister...

Soudayo...oh! And I'm quite surprised to find out that Meli lives so near me! I've never met her...but we've known each other for...1 year plus! She's only at most 500m away from my house!!

Oooh...I *love* Tachikomas!!

Nadd!! You're so sweet! Always giving me encouragement through my tag-board!! Thanks so much!! Hope we'll keep in touch! ;)

According to my dad, my niece now goes "Uh-oh" if she accidentally throws or topples something...haha, so cute!

Last Saturday I followed my mum to her workplace. We dropped by KK Hospital to buy breakfast 1st. And while we were walking through an escalator lobby, she suddenly said "This was where there was a cemetery...its right beneath where we're stepping on right now..." Spooky! It was broad daylight though, 8am. I asked her "How you know?" She said, " Ya lah I used to pass by here on my way to school last time...I walked to school and back home everyday...how can I forget where the cemetery was?" Oooooooo....

I smiled whenever I passed by the Birth Registration office. Got to see all the proud daddies registering their new-born child's name...really, those men were so happily smiling! My bro-in-law must've looked the same that time when he had to register Umairah Yasmin's name too!

Heihachi-dono died...huuhuu...why'd he have to go down together with the Capital's engine...he practically committed a 'kamikaze' act...huuhuu...well at least Kanbei-dono, his 'wife' and his disciple are still alive. Even Kikuchiyo was burnt off!! Huuhuu..I feel so sad for little Komachi...only his feet were left standing in the rubble...And Kyuzo!! I bet none of them ever thought that Kyuzo would die because of bullets. He died too! Katsuhiro shot him! Huuhuu...

And like I told Meli before, it's okay to have a crush on dead guys, so I'll continue to like Heihachi-sama...huuhuu...

Whaaa!! I really can't stand this anymore. I *have* to go and look them up real soon. I miss all of them too much!!

I've been crying a lot lately...weird me...but crying really makes me feel much better as an 'after-effect'. I cry whenever my heart feels moved, or touched, or simply because I think of my good friends. I cry wherever, whenever. I even cried hard in the bus on my way home from work before. And I cry when I think of all those times that I cried out of sincerity. It may sound stupid to most people, like, why on earth does this girl cry for almost no reason?

But I will still continue to let my feelings out. Maybe I cry because I know there's too much that has been cooped up inside me these years as a teenager. I learned somewhere, that there's only 2 reasons why people cry: Either they're feeling sad, or because they pity themselves. I'm not sure which category I fall in, or if it even applies to me...

But really, I miss them too much, I feel like my heart's going to stop beating if I don't get to see them again soon...

So anyways yesterday I went out with my friend to buy some cardstock at Takashimaya's Art Friend, and after that we went to Changi Airport!! Yay! That place brings back many memories of me doing revision there before and during my 'O' Levels period last year. We ate at Popeye's, the place where my sister kept telling me that the food's very good. I caught sight of some CYA (Changi Youth Ambassador) people...I can't wait to wear that black polo-t of theirs and help out in the airport's transit area like a junior Customer Service Officer. I really can't wait to meet so many tourists and greet them with hospitality...in my one of my favourite places in the world!

Oh and we also saw 2 pilots; a Captain and his First Officer going down the lift together (I recognize them by the number of stripes on their shoulders. Captains have 4 stripes, First Officers have 3). I long to be friends with a First Officer, because they're still new to their profession, so they have lots to share about their experiences at work! (Aaahh!!! Shinkai-san! Koda-san! I miss watching 'Good Luck' so much!!)(I'm going to start crying again..haha)

Nyaa!! I love the airport a lot. Heehee!

I realized some of my posts are kind of embarrassing...such private stuffs...but I guess at the time of typing those posts I didn't mind letting people in on those secrets. Now that I look at it they do seem very private indeed...why on earth did I leave it on my blog and let the whole world read them?? Haha..I don't regret posting them though, because they are after all part of my life story, and that's what blogs are for, for you to tell your story to the world.

So yah. I still admit it that I do have a crush on some people. Nyahahahaha! One day you might even see me blatantly typing out on my blog the full name of those guys that I have a crush on!

Okie dokie! I've completed my online pre-enrolment! That's done...

I'm happy I've got that done and over with, but actually I'm feeling as if my boyfriend just died or something (not that I have one..) 'cos anyway I cried like mad yesterday. I even got told off ("f*cking hell!" he said.) by someone for being too emotional all the time. Haha. It's a very big loss to me...although I'm now free of certain things due to that reason. I can't be happy, can't be sad...

I just told Jer that I once had a crush on a certain someone before. And Jer said she's suspected it for some time. I can't help it; he behaves and even looks like Kwon Sang Woo (who acted as 'Che Chengjun') in 'Stairway to Heaven'! And honestly his demeanour really attracts me...haih...whether he hates me or not...

Oh wait, maybe I should change the "once had a crush" to "still having a crush". Hahaha. My words are revealing too much.

Nyah...my sister is now officially proclaimed 'Tamako-hime' ('Princess Egg-cat') by herself and me. I'm 'Potato-hime'('Princess Potato'), by the way.

Oh, and I guess I have a crush on yet *another* person now...Mr Prince Charming (because he really does look and behave like one, although he's married..)(Oh no...you guys are gonna think I'm going after married guys now, right?!) (Hell no! Mr 'Chengjun-lookalike' is still single, by the way.)

I still have yet to start playing Maple. Ahaha.

Tomorrow, everyone in Alpha has to wear black top and black bottom. I wonder why...but anyways I'll be bringing a camera to take pics of my colleagues!! Heehee...

Random thought: I miss the airport...

Oh. Haha. (What's up with my 'haha's today??) I've just cut my hair, by the way. It's very short now...it reminds me of Natarlie's hair (Natarlie, Archangel's 2nd-in-command, from 'Gundam Seed') Yup. If I recall correctly, I said my previous hairstyle reminded me of another anime chara...

Random thought: I miss First Officer Shinkai-san...and Captain Koda-san...

And my sister is currently picking white hair from my head as I'm typing this 'report'...crazy sister. Nothing better to do.

Oh the other day Syaz was emcee for Alpha's morning training. And we played charades. You know, the game where you act out the word/phrase to let your team members guess? Yah. And the word I had to act out was 'supercalifragilisticexpialidocious'...imagine my shock when I got to know...and, my team members weren't able to recall the full word...

Random thought: One of my ambitions recently was to become an Airbus pilot. Actually a Boeing will be fine as well.

Oh hey! Tomorrow I'll be putting on make-up! Tomorrow's my sister's 1st day at work too! And last week...I had fun doing delivery for Biomag Star and Biomag Ban. Travel here, travel there... This week I'll be going cycling, and during the weekend there's a cosplay event at Snow City! I wanna go in my yukata!

Yadayada...tomorrow till Wednesday I'll have my turn to do the online pre-enrolment for entering Singapore Poly. Can't wait to go for the real enrolment!

Random thought: I'll still be able to work in the airport...if I choose CYA as my CCA in SP!

I started the day bad...my dad didn't allow me to go for the 2-days-1-night Leadership Training Camp at Pulau Ubin with Alpha (MagSTORM and Magnius United are joining forces to become Alpha), and he kept reminding me to think through my life carefully, whether I want to work or go to school. He insisted that LTC is only for people who are gonna be 'leaders' in the company; I'm only a temporary, so he sees no need nor reason for me to attend the Camp.Well...I started the day feeling utterly upset about not being able to take part in the training with all my colleagues, and the only thing that made me feel better was that I wouldn't have to spend my money on buying the camping supplies.

My dad made me choose between going for the camp, and continuing on to my polytechnic education. If I go for the camp, he wouldn't support me to go to school at all. He wouldn't pay for my fees, give me pocket money, pay for my transport. I can't afford that to happen. So I stayed behind instead of meeting my team members at Lavender at 8am to buy the camping supplies.

Later I checked my JAE posting results..

In 3 years time, I'm gonna be an Assistant Landscape Architect. Maybe in 5 years I'll be a Landscape Architect!

Yup! I got into S'pore Poly's Dipl in Landscape Architecture course. Knowing that I managed to get into my 1st choice course made me feel better...now I'm suddenly reminded of the ad SP put at bus stops, the one with Taufik Batisah saying, "Be cool. Make Singapore Polytechnic your 1st choice." Haha, I did, and I got in. Woohoo!!

Yeah...then I still felt upset about my work-vs-family problem, so I called up my friend to meet up with her. I haven't met her for more than a week, and it seems that both of us are doing fine. She's happy being attached now; she's just got a boyfriend. Well, I'm happy for her!

Oh yeah...I wanna tell you about what happened yesterday...yesterday the whole of Alpha had to 'break zero', and more than half the group managed to do that within 2 hours the 'competition' started. I was madly lagging behind, it seemed almost impossible for me to 'break zero'. So my director Ms Jaslin asked me if I really wanted to go for the LTC. Of course I said I want to. Guess what she did? She pulled me to my Executive Director's room, and made me commit to him that I will 'break zero' by 10pm (it was 4-something). Mr Peter shook my hand and put his confidence in me. And if that wasn't scary enough, Ms Jaslin brought me to another ED's room, the one whom we nickname 'Director trainer', for all the many individuals that he had trained up to become Directors in the company. It wasn't only Mr Desmond in his room, one of his protege, JVD Mr Richard, was in too. And OMG I had to commit to BOTH of them that I'll 'break zero' by that day. I've never spoke to either of them before, they don't even know me nor my name, yet they kept on smiling, listened to me, and gave me their support and encouragement. Mr Desmond even said, "Don't worry, 'break zero' sure can wan!" And both of them laughed when I started crying out of pressure. Now I had 2 ED's and 2 JVD's trust in me. So wahpiang I had to die-die 'break zero' lor. But I won't tell you how. I did manage to 'break zero' by 6pm.

Haha...I'll never forget the severe look on Mr Peter's face, the very encouraging look on Mr Desmond's face and the slightly amused look on Mr Richard's face. Haha. HAHAHAHA...well at least I'm glad I didn't fail them afterall. Thanks to their support.

I LOVE THEM!!