Whaaa!! I really can't stand this anymore. I *have* to go and look them up real soon. I miss all of them too much!!

I've been crying a lot lately...weird me...but crying really makes me feel much better as an 'after-effect'. I cry whenever my heart feels moved, or touched, or simply because I think of my good friends. I cry wherever, whenever. I even cried hard in the bus on my way home from work before. And I cry when I think of all those times that I cried out of sincerity. It may sound stupid to most people, like, why on earth does this girl cry for almost no reason?

But I will still continue to let my feelings out. Maybe I cry because I know there's too much that has been cooped up inside me these years as a teenager. I learned somewhere, that there's only 2 reasons why people cry: Either they're feeling sad, or because they pity themselves. I'm not sure which category I fall in, or if it even applies to me...

But really, I miss them too much, I feel like my heart's going to stop beating if I don't get to see them again soon...

So anyways yesterday I went out with my friend to buy some cardstock at Takashimaya's Art Friend, and after that we went to Changi Airport!! Yay! That place brings back many memories of me doing revision there before and during my 'O' Levels period last year. We ate at Popeye's, the place where my sister kept telling me that the food's very good. I caught sight of some CYA (Changi Youth Ambassador) people...I can't wait to wear that black polo-t of theirs and help out in the airport's transit area like a junior Customer Service Officer. I really can't wait to meet so many tourists and greet them with hospitality...in my one of my favourite places in the world!

Oh and we also saw 2 pilots; a Captain and his First Officer going down the lift together (I recognize them by the number of stripes on their shoulders. Captains have 4 stripes, First Officers have 3). I long to be friends with a First Officer, because they're still new to their profession, so they have lots to share about their experiences at work! (Aaahh!!! Shinkai-san! Koda-san! I miss watching 'Good Luck' so much!!)(I'm going to start crying again..haha)

Nyaa!! I love the airport a lot. Heehee!

I realized some of my posts are kind of embarrassing...such private stuffs...but I guess at the time of typing those posts I didn't mind letting people in on those secrets. Now that I look at it they do seem very private indeed...why on earth did I leave it on my blog and let the whole world read them?? Haha..I don't regret posting them though, because they are after all part of my life story, and that's what blogs are for, for you to tell your story to the world.

So yah. I still admit it that I do have a crush on some people. Nyahahahaha! One day you might even see me blatantly typing out on my blog the full name of those guys that I have a crush on!