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three cheers for me.

ai is the one and only aishah. aishah sometimes also goes by the name ai. turning 22 on 1st dec 2011, and is pretty passive about that day.
graduated from singapore polytechnic with a diploma in landscape architecture in May 2010.

what defines ai?
ai loves to sing (jap songs, in particular)
ai loves to spread love
ai loves concept, and details
which in turn also means,
ai loves to plan and procrastinate, then think a lot about the small things.
ai loves simple design, because ai is lazy to make complicated things
but ai appreciates complicated things done for her/presented to her
ai loves steak
ai loves jap culture
ai loves cats X3
ai loves nata, and is loved by nata

00:20

25.5.06

It just felt natural to me to go over to wherever he was to take care of him. Even though his fever had subsided by the time I was free to go over.

"Why?", you may ask. Why'd I bother to make a trip down to someplace I don't even know, when I've got other things to do (e.g. SUPER far-behind-schedule Primer 2 project; ICE 2) and when I could've gone out to have fun with my other pals to get birthday pressies. But it just seemed like common sense to me, so naturale, to do what I did. Even though I didn't do anything much as to really *care take*, I felt that my presence was needed. Whether it was requested for or not.

Anyway, what's wrong with wanting to see your beloved when he's ill?
In fact, whenever you want to?

So, you don't need to thank me for that, Calvin. Really. But please don't fall ill more often just for the sake of having me around. I'm *always* around.

And, the trip to the nursery and waste management plant was in fact really great, only that I had a horrible worsened stitch from Monday that continued to Tuesday and got aggravated, thus prolonging to Wednesday. I've got a feeling my ICE 2(In-Class Exercise) is going to be a screwed-up piece of work.

It's okay..at least my Primer 2 has resumed construction today. Yay!

But the class decorum thing had really made me scared out of my wits...I'm very sensitive to the feelings of those around me...and I was instantly surrounded by negative feelings the moment the e-mail was read...I got so scared...for now, I won't say anything. It still left me slightly traumatised by the high influx of negative forces flowing into my little mind, body and heart that happens to be sensitive to such things...

Keep it cool, minna-san. Like I always say, I like to see the people around me smile. So if you give even the slightest frown...I'll feel like a total loser.

Stellar's 'Shinkai no Kodoku' still makes me go all philosophical..and sooner start crying than even think about my Primer. Ever so solemn...let's all head to the Lim Chu Kang Cemetery that we passed by earlier...

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