The Primer project is really testing me...

...Faintness dulled me at 11.15pm yesterday...
...Lonliness enveloped me at 12am today...
...Hope came to me later at 12.50am...
...Pressure caught up with me at 1am...
...Dreams shattered on me at 1.10am...
...Desperation grabbed at me at 1.22am...
...Tears welled in me at 1.25am...
...Confusion spat at me at 1.40am...
...Gratefulness graced me at 1.50am...
...Sleep tugged on me at 2.30am...

I honestly thank God for granting me such generousity just when I needed it...I seriously thank a certain friend for willing to listen to me, help me, pull me out of my big-time, flushed, damp situation. Even though it was crazy to talk to someone when you're busy doing your own work and it's damn early in the morning.

Thank you so much. For being there for me.

And for the other person..thanks so much. For shoving me away. Just when I needed you.

*sigh*...I can't wait to get Primer 1 over and done with. I called Lyz just now...well I told her in detail what happened this morning. Then I realised I seem to be calling her whenever I've cried on that day..haha..and I'll report to her the who, what, when, where, why, and how I got around to crying...funny. Haha.

Vesak Day's this Friday. Public holiday. But the next day I'll be going over to Lyz's house to get her to teach me something...! I can't wait! Lyz is my dearest best friend!

Oh ya, which reminds me, I've to slot Jer's name somewhere in this post...
K. I thought I wanted to get Jer to go with me to collect my O Level cert @ TKGS this Wednesday...but she's already gotten hers...heh...lousy..can't even wait for me....

Tomorrow I'll probably be going shoe-shopping after school...my 2 pairs of high heels have long been goners...and I plan to use heels for my Primer presentation, so I've gotta get myself a new pair...

I need to shop for everyday clothes too...