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ai is the one and only
aishah. aishah sometimes also goes by the name
ai.
turning 22 on 1st dec 2011, and is pretty passive about that day.
graduated from singapore polytechnic with a diploma in landscape architecture in May 2010.
what defines ai?
ai loves to sing (jap songs, in particular)
ai loves to spread love
ai loves concept, and details
which in turn also means,
ai loves to plan and procrastinate, then think a lot about the small things.
ai loves simple design, because ai is lazy to make complicated things
but ai appreciates complicated things done for her/presented to her
ai loves steak
ai loves jap culture
ai loves cats X3
ai loves nata, and is loved by nata
10:35
4.5.06
And I thought I had gotten over those feelings. They came flooding back again. Will they ever go away?
In lieu of celebrating hitting my 50th blog post a few days ago, I've decided to change my blog template. I've never had a black-background blogskin before, and this one seems sweet.
Back to confusion-ism. Is this what it really is to be a teenager? Fun-filled, yet full of mysteries to discover. About life, about others, about yourself. And here I am getting more and more confused about everything around me. And about me.
But I like it. All the madness, all the rage. It keeps me occupied. Keeps me going. Keeps me confused, yet thinking.
Some people haven't been there for me. They ought to be. But they're 'busy', 'have no time'. How on earth are stable and no-misunderstanding relationships supposed to last that way? Even if we're bonded by blood?
Some people, though, I truly appreciate their existance. Whether they care if I do or not, whether they know if I do or not. I still will remain thankful for their mere company.
Then there's the thing about being alone. Sometimes I enjoy being alone, sometimes I perfectly don't mind being with a friend. As long as there's no reason for me to holler and scream in distress due to my choices, I should be fine.
What nonsense am I saying??
Oh heck. I'm happy, yet I'm upset. I'm clear of my path, yet I'm confused.
Aishah the paradox.
this is Ai. Calvin's anata, nata, and ta. deviantArt's and Granado Espada's Aiest. And Legionnaire's mamabear.
AI LUPP NATARS!
*cookie jar here, for all who visit to indulge in :)
♥ Ai
