Though confundling, its heart-rending to know that there are people who honestly care about those who care about them. Its not always a bad world out there, protagonists just need to be realised, that's all. We don't have to keep on complaining and effing everything in our lives, just because we're humans, just because we're teenagers. Sometimes..really..just stop thinking about yourself, put your soul into someone else's mind...you'll see that your life isn't too bad at all.

I'm learning to appreciate the things around me better, appreciate my life, appreciate the people I know, appreciate what I'm able to do, and also what I can't do. Not everything has to go your way, but surely there are reasons for it. Even if, given an example, you don't understand why your boyfriend leaves you for a whore who's not even pretty, and low intellect as compared to you. Maybe, for all you know, its for the better; maybe really, he doesn't deserve you at all. So why ponder, why bother, why get upset? Everything has its reasons. Its just that its not blatant all the time.

So..I wonder how everyone is doing? Primarily, my group members in designo'R, wonder if they're coping fine with Primer. And my group of good and close friends, hope they're all doing well with their lives and (if applicable) Primer as well ^^. My olde pals from sec sch, if they're having a hard time in JC or Poly...my pri sch mates, I don't even know where some of them have landed up in.

Its not always about me. Yep, I recognise that. The world doesn't revolve around me. I'm just one in the billions in the world. Who the hell am I to think I rule?? Haha.

:) It really feels good when you get something in return for what you do. And I know it feels irritating when you don't. But I realise...actually you always do get something in return. Onlt that its not in material, or its not the desired effect. But you always get something in return. Its the rule of equivilant trade.

Okay, tomorrow is Monday, back to school, back to Primer, back to life. Haah..this weekend has really been a weekend. Watch anime, sleep as required, stay up to watch the coolest shows, work on my personal projects that I've stalled for quite some time, solve problems...its been well-spent, I must say. Glad I managed to escape doing housework too! ^^

Haha. The weekend ends here. Gotta gear up for reality, baby! I've done my OC well, gotta do the same for CD (CIP) and everything else! Won't hurt to see pretty grades on my results slip, ne? ^^

Ganbate-masu, minna-san!