"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand...there is no going back.
There are some things that time can not mend. Some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold."

Now, getting all emotional, at the end of 'all things'...school's literally ended, holidays begun. Except that there're 2 tests next week. But otherwise...ALL'S DONE AND OVER WITH. Not exactly. Its *only* the end of Semester 1, the end of Primer 3. YES, the END OF PRIMER 3. The model, the journal, the presentation boards, *and* the presentation itself.

But hey, now that its done and over with (actually not. We've still got the exhibition to ready for ^^) I feel LOST!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!! Like, *suddenly*...my life has a vacuum...an empty space...and I have not the slightest idea how to fill up that empty space.

OH *by the way*..haha...I'm at Alia's house now, sitting next to her sis, who may be considered my new acquaintance! Whee! Haha. Landed here after the 2nd day of Primer 3 'critique session'. Seriously, EVERYONE is upset with today's crit. It was a silent crit for all 3 groups who were supposed to present today. I don't wanna go into the details; it still hurts. Glad Calvin didn't let his fists do the talking...bloodshed was well avoided. Mdm Zainon's blood, by the way.

SO...hoohaa...lemme see...the only action plan I have for my empty days is to draw 10 plants a day, starting from today, for my plant journal for PLT modul's submission. And maybe to study for PLT and ENSP tests. AND to clear up my house; its gonna be bombarded with Teambuild's contractors to be...upgraded under the MUP scheme. They're changing my windows and do god-knows-what to my toilets. And meanwhile, I shall stay over at my eldest sis's house...get to see Min-chan everyday for almost a week!!

Draw 10 plants a day huh...gotta start today. Anywaysd I hope I can meet up with someone, anyone, to go out tomorrow. No way am I gonna have no life.

I miss my 2 toils-and-troubles months with designo'R...

I miss Calvin...

I realise I miss the airport...

And I miss Calvin...

I miss working on my personal research and projects...

I miss Calvin too...

I miss my TKG choir...

I miss dear Calvin...
And did I say I miss Calvin so so much?

Yeah. See if I can fulfil my desires these holidays. By that, I mean covering for whatever I've been missing on these past 2 months.

Oh wells. Watch lotsa anime, and Jap movies, that I know. Meet up my ol' pals and teachers. And...I dunno what else. Bah.