It hurts when I'm not with you.
It hurts when I see you cough or sneeze; when you're unwell.
It hurts when I see your injuries; when you're physically hurt.
It hurts when you forget something I've tried so hard to drill into your head.
It hurts when I find out you've sacrificed something just for my sake.
It hurts so much..

The memories that you leave me with, while we're apart from each other. So vivid...
The feelings that you leave me with...so strong..yet I cannot relive it when you're not here...

Call me mushy; I'm just being emotional for a bit. I'm still HUMAN you know...you can't expect me to be neutral to everything around me, do you? Especially when I'm in the peak of adolesence, in the heat of life yet learning to understand...understand myself and others; my feelings and thoughts especially.

Hmm..I'll be moving out of my house for a week while the toilets and windows are being renovated and changed. Will be in Woodlands at my sister's during this period. But I'll most probably be out this whole week; any cool plans open for invitation just gimme a call! ^^

I've so much to blog about, actually...but I guess some things are better off written down in a private diary than typed out and poted on a public blog. So Ai shall be lazy, haha. No revealing of secrets on asagawa-xanax!

Thinking about school life...I've been wondering how my friends take to school life. I'm certain different people take it differently. Like Joshua; my god he literally self-exterminated himself from school! But, like Michele, so serious, 'cos she keeps in mind that school will mean the future. Or Ryann..."see how, everything..if ok I might stay if not I think I not coming back next semester ah..." Or like me, struggling to pull it off, but always end up realising that I've never put in my full effort when I should've.

GAH...Its a sunny day...

Oh wells, I'm being nagged at again by my sis for blogging. Sigh~
Oh ya, the new blog design and template; hope you like it! :)