Hmm...its only been 3 days since my last post, but the past 2 days have been really eventful for me. Its strange how much I've discovered about myself in just these 2 fateful days, and in so many ways.

Anyways, I'm still listening intently to Towa no Hana, Ai Yori Aoshi's opening song.

Its only a few days more to go before school reopens. And the fasting month too. And exactly a week to go to sit for my very 1st lecture of my General Elective Module; I got in for Introduction to Astro-Navigation. No fair. My Main Registration slot was the 3rd slot on the 2nd day, and my 1st choice got snapped up, fully booked. But I'm still hoping during the Open Registrantion someone would bow out of my Intro to Seamanship and Boating Theory module so I could take his/her place. I really want that module. Anyhow if I can't get in for my 1st choice then my 2nd isn't so bad afterall; I've always liked and wanted to study the stars anyway :)

Oooh I forget, Primer 4 is comng up! And, DLA Yr 1 has a new lecturer for PLT (Plant and Landscape Technology) module starting Sem 2! I wonder how this new lec will be like...

My sis is gonna skip school today. Said she's not ready for her Stats lecture today (haven't got her notes and ppt slides ready). I never skip school just because I'm not ready for class. 'Cos anyway, I just browse through the ppt online before attending the lecture; no note-taking or anything.

Oh, now that I've only just stretched my leg to put in on the comp desk, I'm reminded: I've a new computer desk! Together with a new TV/DVD player-recorder/VCD player/amplifier cabinet. And my parents got a new wardrobe too, 2-in-1 type. My sis's and my own wardrobes aren't getting changed though :'( haha. 'zokays. Mine is still functionable anyway.

I can't wait if there's gonna be a trip to Yong Peng(, M'sia) again! Travelling is always fun and welcome and appreciated and sought-after by us DLA kids :D

I realise (while typing this post) I've been very influenced by Calvin's way of speech. Almost typed it like how he would say it, then (in my head, it goes like) "NO way, Aishah! Keep your style! KEEP your personality!! Don't get drifted by him or you won't be special anymore!!" Haha.

I'm not an optimist, neither am I a pessimistic person. I'm just, simply, realistic. I guess that explains why I no longer get too shocked at whatever that happens in my life, to me or to anyone I know. Kinda makes me an expressionless kid, but I've figured its better than getting too hurt should the situation turn for the worse, 'cos I've got it all expected anyway. At this age, what do you date for? To have fun? For the experience? Just to show off that you've someone? To learn? To release lust? To make someone happy? To 'see how things go'? Or are you so *sure* its the ultimate reason there's this thing called "dating" in the first place: To find someone suitable to spend the rest of your life blissfully married to? I'm being a realist; there's no avoiding certain things unless by strong will and true pure love you can turn things around. Maybe its because I'm afraid to get hurt? Could it be, being a realist just as an excuse not to be too hurt if the time comes? Maybe, maybe not. It is afterall, difficult to enjoy life when you're being a realist, 'cos you'll always be aware of the possibilities of the outcome of whatever the situation. So, like Nicole said, "When it happens, it happens."

Now why is my comp screen showing lines when there're no incoming calls or messages into my phone??

Anyways, yesterday while reviewing my life for a bit, I figured out how I got to where I am now, what I am now. For a 17-yr-old (to-be), I guess I'm quite 'uneventful', if I were to be compared to my clique classmates of 4e9 '05 TKGS. But in comparison to my cool-although-almost-stoic classmates (I consider myself to be in that category too =P), I suppose I'm quite off-the-norm. Not that it matters. Knowing your achievements and failures always mkaes you think of these kinda stuff, doesn't it?

But I'll always be glad for the experiences I've got with me. They mould me, and I'm not about to regret having made myself the way I am :)