I'd thought that when I told him, he'd start to dislike me and distance himself from me. It never crossed my mind not to tell him about it, because I never want to hide anything from him. So I smsed him about it... I asked him what would he do if he were in my position. He said he'd slap himself for thinking that. I felt that I should slap myself, then. But, my anata.. he didn't scold me. He didn't even doubt me. He forgave my thoughts, and had me forgive myself for it. He kept telling me its okay.. He still loved me as much as he did before I told him about it.

And I loved him even more for that.

He can be so unbelieveably cool and forgiving sometimes. Its rare, so I never fail to appreciate it when it happens.

A lot of things can happen in a week. Like, this past one, I've started to miss lectures again. Aww man. Its ONLY Week 2! Gotta be more disciplined. And, I stuck around the BE Club more often. Its great to know the juniors are conveniently making use of its existence too. Haha. Also... I got myself into a huge problem with Calvin. I was at fault, he scolded me at length, yet in the end he still let me cry on his shoulders, kiss him and receive many hugs from him. Nothing felt better than seeing him smile and getting a kiss on my forehead after crying for so long over hating myself. I couldn't feel any better than knowing that he still loved me even though I made him so upset.

Ah man. I'm tired. And lazy. I wanna sleep. But I've got loads of stuff to do before then. GAH~