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three cheers for me.

ai is the one and only aishah. aishah sometimes also goes by the name ai. turning 22 on 1st dec 2011, and is pretty passive about that day.
graduated from singapore polytechnic with a diploma in landscape architecture in May 2010.

what defines ai?
ai loves to sing (jap songs, in particular)
ai loves to spread love
ai loves concept, and details
which in turn also means,
ai loves to plan and procrastinate, then think a lot about the small things.
ai loves simple design, because ai is lazy to make complicated things
but ai appreciates complicated things done for her/presented to her
ai loves steak
ai loves jap culture
ai loves cats X3
ai loves nata, and is loved by nata

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26.7.07

Damn its a mini-submission tomorrow and I'm not even halfway there yet. Just got off from GE; stupid Al Quelt Moreza Siegmund quest is annoying as hell. The Parsonage Tombstone said "16 vouchers", but players who have done this quest posted in the forum that its not 16, its 20. The heck. Already I had to discard so many precious items in the midst of battle mode to make space for these 16, how in the New World am I supposed to make space for TWENTY?!!

Oh. Its been more than a month since I last blogged. Ah~ I literally just forgot and lost all interest in blogging. I'm blogging now only because I feel like I need to rant a bit before starting to do my project. Oh yes. Project. For those who've been keeping my interests at heart (literally), I'd like to announce that I mysteriously and unexplainable failed 2 core modules for my previous project (the one in Term 1 of Yr 2). Whatever. Now we're halfway through the 2nd project of the year; mine is to design the showflat of the HortPark, focusing on interiorscaping instead of only outdoor landscaping. Furniture dimensions, types, brands, also to be specified by us, the designers. This is the project less than half the class chose to do. What happened to the more-than-half? They chose to do the other interiorscape project; designing the planting interiorscape of The Cathay building. Much bigger scale than the HortPark, my darling Calvin chose this project because of the seemingly earlier submission date so that he wouldn't be too stressed for time during his Sports Chanbara competition in mid-August. Yup. Feels nice, that we're not working on the same thing. Even lovers need a break from each other sometimes in some ways. I've been quite a bother to him for the past months and I'm determined not to from now on. So that it'd give him reason to love me more, for giving him breathing space. Just like, for a literal example, you love your spouse so much you'll always sleep facing each other and close up, but it feels that there's less air to breathe and your body will naturally turn to have fresher air. Same here. I don't mind, though. For him ^^

Okay so.. I'm feeling that haircuts are incentives to yourself when you feel like refining the look on your head. I've been so broke lately, more than usual, that even though my hair is disgustingly unkempt due to the uneven length, I can't go get a proper hairdresser. Maybe, I will only when November 30 comes, and I get cash as a birthday present and I'll trim my hair for my turning-18 day. Until then, deal with the rough and uneven length.

Its so late, and after getting annoyed with the quest, I'm feeling lonely, and lonely makes me tired (not lazy. I literally feel drained when I'm feeling lonely), and tired is bad. I might not do my work. Bad bad. But I'll leave it to my mental strength.

Uh oh. I'm seeing purple lights that aren't there. The stupid Siegmund's purple aura actually got to me?! WTF?? God..

I think there's a way to expand my inventory. I'll go check it up soon.

To all, live and love your life. To anata, I love you, and I miss you.

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