I was so caught up in sleeping that I didn't want to bring myself up to accompany Calvin to the hospital for an appointment. I feel so so horrible, that I just wanted to sleep as if sleeping is more important than him. I apologise quite a couple of times, and he just said, "Its okay. Its fine. Don't worry about it, alright?" He's so sweet sometimes, but there're also times when he speaks in a terse tone, right about when I make him angry. Like yesterday. God, its the fasting month and I sinned by making someone upset; I broke my own heart by making him angry at me. But at the end of it all, Calvin is always so forgiving, and he tells me honestly and specifically what I did wrong, and how I can make amendments for my mistake. (And then I can feel all the lo~ve oozing out from him..) That's what I really appreciate about him. He tells me my mistake, he tells me how to make up for it, how to change, he forgives me, and he accepts me even after knowing my flaws. That's one of the things I love him for so much. I appreciate him for this, because I can never get this from my family members at home, and I have yet to meet another who deals with my unintentionally rash actions the way he does.

So, what have I been up to lately? Its the holidays, and I've been preoccupied with the hospital, Comex, cleaning, gaming, fasting, going out, and my anata ^^ Really, I love him so much. Anyway, there's only this week left of the holidays, and school will resume. New semester, new General Elective Module, new project, and.. new workspace?? I checked my timetable, and to my horror, ALL my core module classes will be held at the Multimedia Lab @ W5A19. WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR HOME, THE STUDIO??!! :'(

Of course, many things left un-updated, it has come to the part of the year where coming home for dinner with the family is almost obligatory, and cleaning up the whole house is a job for every resident in the home. Ramadhan. Its a holy month, when God has allowed for much praying and repenting, fasting to remind us of the suffering of the poor, zakat to remind us to part to the community what fortunes He has given to us. But with it comes slight hunger, short-temperedness, and all things of the human want that we've to learn to cope with. AND, spring cleaning, which I gotta go do now. Sorry this is a short post, but, byebye ^^"